ALWAYS WALK OUR RIGHT AND LEFT SIDE!!

2009-03-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

somehow, i miss the G.A.L.D.H being together in the past.

or rather, the us like the start. ):

2008-12-30T06:18:00.000-08:00

my dearest, G.A.L.H

2009 is coming really soon. and its very sad that we cant celebrate it together. ): oh well, what to do? haha. forget it. still have my most beloved darling amirah and jojo to celebrate with me. can see fireworks too. HAPPY! but i really want to celebrate with him. HAIS! forget it. i know he already tried his best. ): i just wanted to tell you guys that, HOPE 2009 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU ALL! may all your wishes come true. :D hope the 5 of us can spend more time togethers uhhs. (:

to the: G.A.L, i seriously hope that you girls can be happy everyday and a guys that will treat you all with all his love, care and concern. (:

to the: H, you wished for a healthy life, yes! if i were a god, i will surely grant your wish. but i'm just a normal human being. i cant do anything but to pray for you. except for that, i will always try my best to give what you wanted or wish for. (: I LOVE YOU, MANY MANY! :D

2008-12-27T00:42:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey people, i'm at the dinasour house. HAHA. just to do my stupid ipod. its just so irritating!! cannot upload songs inside. alien too. ): just gotten our end of year results, its OMG! ): must really study hard for the next year. alright, good luck daphne. (:

tata~~ going to find mr. fries. :D

2008-12-26T10:20:00.000-08:00

hey ppl im sorie for not being able to meet up with your todae!!

i ran like places to places todae lo and i am like dying liao?will make it up with your one of the days?im seriously very sorry as im reali very busy ever since i come back from camp.i wanted to go with your but i have too many things liao.im feeling so bad now!!:(perhaps we can meet up next week before skool reopen?book me quick and i will close and book the day for your liao promise!!miss your so much!!miss going out with your also!!:(meet up soon ok?love ya guys!!

2008-12-19T06:54:00.000-08:00

if you were to notice, you will know how much i tried. but, you never. not even a bit.

DAPHNE, JIAYOU! :D

2008-12-16T07:14:00.000-08:00

D here.

i'm meeting him tmr. WEEE~~ haha. so i hate to receive message for him before we go out cause if he messasge, that will be.. baby, i'm sorry. not free. or blahblahblah. yea. is guys always like that? so I just hate it. my ex do the same things too. HATE HATE!! haha. okay. whatever. yesterday was FUN! haha. watch movie. as for the couple.. last long yea? (: see them so sweet sia. JEALOUS OKAY! haha. first day nah, see how they will be in months later. still sweet anot? HAHA! i'm not being sarcastic okay. its the fact what. sweet only for the few months. i mean really FEW okay? ya lah, maybe not apply to all, cause some are really very sweet even for years. those real lucky one i mean. then for the rest, so called not the lucky one? HAHA! you know, i know. (: HAIS! LOVE? hard to explain. haha. so do treasure your SWEET MOMENTS! :D

I TIRED, REALLY HARD.

wat does love mean to u....

2008-12-13T07:11:00.000-08:00

i haf tried my best...
n gave my all...
but nth seems to work...
hearing tat u want me back but is afraid tat u will hurt me again...
jus made me hope tat u will return to me....

days...months....i have been waiting...is tis not enough to show u how much i love u.....
n yet u could tell me i am impatient....
wat does waiting means to u...

hurt me and love me...
say i am a bitch or wateva so...
it's ure choice...
if u are confused because u can't decide who to choose....
jus let me know...

u killed me painfully deep down inside...
trying to show tat i am strong....
eventhough it hurts so much....

ystday i thought u would give me the ans...
but no...
u wen wit him instead....

i was so happy...tinking tat u would give me the ans after work...
but nth happened...
we jus walked our different ways....

wen i msged u n asked u...
all u could ever give me was...
i don noe....

how long do u wan to keep tis going....
all i ever want is to spent tis christmas wit u...because...
i noe we would be back together.....

everyday i jus keep tinking abt tis...
trying to escape but i jus keep running from the truth...
the truth tat u will nv love me....but only play wit my feelings....

i wanna noe u....beta...but i tink tat tis holis...ure gna be missing again....

i love you very much my dear...

time can't erase a feeling tis strong...

u will always be my baby...

2008-12-11T17:19:00.000-08:00

i have tired my BEST, not to quarrel with you. but why you want to do that to me? you knows it hurts. right? boy, you dont seems to care anymore.

If I Were A Boy (Remix) (ft. R. Kelly) Lyrics

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as Im coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn't play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)

Id put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that shell be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (with me, with me)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy

EAT EAT EAT...

2008-12-11T03:20:00.000-08:00

nwadays i haf noticed tat we all have been eating alot....nt only the G.A.L.D.H...but the attachement group 2...aziza also says so....see wat happened to the fruit cake ystday....hahaha....like wat he said....like 1 giant destroy 1 land....(talking bout the fruit cake).....nw i noe y they all don wanna put the out the biscuit cause they noe tat we always come n eat finish....funny seh....how we all open the drawer jus to eat!thn the chocolate paz gave today also finish...i think moslty the morning shift pple eat hahahahahahaha.....i tink we are gna be called the balloon G.A.L.D.H....!!!!tmr lets eat more k!lolx.....

2008-12-08T18:33:00.001-08:00

hey ppl especially the A.L.D.H!

just to tell and inform ur first.i may look very mood out recently this few days k cuz something big have happen.to ur maybe ur will tink dat like oh its nothing much but to me it reali mean alot.and i reali mean dat it's like part of my life k?ya2!and i may also get angry quite easily tis few days too cuz quite fustrated over something this few days lor.

but hope i can control myself and not let it out on ur.love you guys!!*muacks*

A : let's eat to our fullest!!i will come join ue!!lets eat and eat and eat.money is not a problem!!
L : ue still wan to learn hip hop dance ma?i wan to.i might sign up next week leh.ya2!most
probably learning at timah there.yuppx2.

and oh ya ur say wan to celebrate christmas rite i ok set buy alot of things to go eat k and im free on the 20th but for 25th i don know yet.confirm wit ur asap?ya2! :D

love ya guys!!!thx for everything!! see ya!

2008-12-07T18:49:00.000-08:00

every love lives in a fairytale,a nightmare and in reality....
a fairytale is whereby ure in a dream where love seems so right....n tat everyting is jus seems so wonderful....
a nightmare...is whereby love abandons u....n ure running away from eveything esp the truth.....
in reality.....it's wen u wake up n see tat love doesn't live in a fairytale nor a nightmare....
it's wen u open ure eyes and see n feel tat love is real and everlasting....

so love wit ure eyes open....

2008-12-06T04:55:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey, D here. i'm at amirah's house with grace. (:

haha. that amirah keep munchy here and theree. keep on feeding me. scared i'm not fat enough. eat eat eat. 1 second dont eat like will die like that. OMG! PLEASE SAVE HER!! ): she is so irritating!! HAHA!

stupid alien, go sign bond with SGH! dont want me already. OMG! if he go SGH then how? ):

okay, grace shall continue..

G here.

aiyo ur two ah! one alien one eat eat and eat like one pig onli.eat and sleep eat and sleep nothing else to do liao sia!yes pls someone reali come save them especially mira before she feed and eat herself to death.omg!she's feeding me now.i o fat liao they though i not fat enough.omg!save them also save me too ok? :(

and daph aiyo have more faith in ur balloon alien can pls! no faith how to last long like tis?aiyo ur ah gone case sia!

arggh!!**missinng him rite now!:(**

next will be the dinasaur mira A continuning..
must be goin to talk bout her food again..aiyo munch munch munch..

A here.

*munchmunchmunch*.....now the daphne arh and grace keep eating and eating too!!say people wan!!haha..they now eating yoghurt and crackers..ohmy..i dont like yoghurt ok!!andand daphne said yoghurt is the healtier choice!!haha..oh really?okok they eat and eat and dont even bother about me here!!haiyo..ohyah justnow the chicken chop we ate very very nice!!hahaha...ok what else to say??nothing more to say..

confused?

2008-12-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

wats happening this few days huh...well i think the rest noes except me...keep it to ureselves then...tats wat i have to say...hate me...love me...but nths gna change me...call me pathetic...selfish....or wateva u wna say...go on...all i can to do is to hear...and pretend nths wrong.....

2008-12-01T08:17:00.000-08:00

Hola people!!!

and oh oh sorie daphne darling for not updating leh!!

Now i got update ready rite..haha..

anw anw :

HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO DAPHNE DARLING AND HANIF!!

MAY U ALL TWO LAST LONG AITE!!STAY SWEET ALWAYS!!

AND REMEMBER HOR BOTH OF U!!

DONT ALWAYS FIGHT LEH!!HAIYO!!!

OKOK STAY SWEET ALWAYS AITE BOTH OF U!!!

and now shes folding the straws..haha..

so hardwerking leh..

jia you jia you u can do it wan!!

for the sake of him wan what of course lah..

so sweet gerlfrene leh u!!haha..

ok people chioax!!!

2008-11-29T20:34:00.000-08:00

my dear don worry too much larh k everything will be fine one.no matter wat ur still have to solve all the probs.ue cant possible just leave it like tis.ue will still have to face him for the next one year also.so make things clear todae k.no matter wat he outcome is,ue got to be strong and don worry i iwll be here for ue when ue need me.i iwll not throw my fren alone when in need of help.

sorie ppl for not blogging so long.have been damn freaking busy recently and im in a confussion whethere to give up or not or should i just push on and wait till one day miracle happen.i reali don know.recently too much things too much prssure have been pusing towards me dat i almost don know how to handle and dat i was almost saficating to death till i can hardly breath.is tis the type of life i wan.no its not but why did it turn out to be like tis den.why cant things change for the better.all i ask for is to live a simple life and dats all i wan.is it so difficult to fulfill my tis wish.but for now all i can ask for is onli asecond chance.a second chance to prove ue wrong dat i can change i can be someone whom ue can share things to.i don ask much wats more being tgt wit ue.i don mind anything else as long as i see ue get ur happiness.all i ask if for ue to forgive me and give me a second chance to make up for all the things i have done in the past.i don wish to see ue get hurt.i will use all means to prevent urself from getting hrt and i mean wat i say.i shall be ur guardian angel.all the best to ue.and ILY _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !! no one else can replace my love for ue.missing and thinking of ue like mad rite now every min everey sec!!:)

will you still be the one?

2008-11-29T19:30:00.000-08:00

OH MAN! i'm like the only one who keep the blog alive. WHERE IS THE REST! M.I.A ahh. ):

okay, later i'm meeting him. shall have a talk. but dont know how will things work. ): maybe we both remains silent? hais. he seems not to care for me anymore.

will you still say good morning to me when you message me in the morning?
will you still called me baby when you message me?
will you still say i love you or i miss you to me?
will you still sing twinkle twinkle little stars to me?
will you still peluk peluk me?
will you still be the one who always walk on my right?
will you still be the mr sarcastic?
will you still be so crazy with me?
will you still say all those sweet words that you used to say?
will you still say sorry when i'm angry with you?
will you still meet me to go NUH together?
will you still allow me to go fetch you from work?
will you still sing together will me?
will you still be my thunder?
WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO? ):

2008-11-29T03:33:00.000-08:00

alien, you've changed. to someone who i'm so unfamiliar with.
look at the way you sms me and the way you talk to me.
drifted so far apart compared to the past.
you aint the one who i once knew. no, you are not!

2008-11-28T18:05:00.000-08:00

i wont say anything because its not my fault. maybe you think that i have nothing better to do, childish, or anything that you could think of.

monday, you asked me to accompany you to apply your driving license on wednesday. okay, i agree. of cause, because i want to spend time with you.

tuesday, you told teacher you can pay back 1hour on wednesday. after that on that night.also never tell me anything. i message you whether tmr are we still going you never reply. 9pm plus you replied that you cant call me because your chest pain. you never reply me question and i ask again. you said no, you need to replace. my dear, if i never ask you are you not going to tell me when i am bring my clothes to change and everything uhhhs.

wednesday, we meet at the bus stop, never talk. after that, you left at 3pm! if you can leave at that time then why cant you dont go.

until today, saturday. we never contact. (: because i know that you DONT EVEN CARE. right!

where is the alien then i first known. where is the sweetest words that you used to say to me. alien, JUST SAY WHAT YOU THINK.

2008-11-26T17:41:00.000-08:00

afterall, it just tell me, i'm still right about the concept of guys.

it just tears me up inside.

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you OVER AGAIN.

Did you know?

2008-11-24T03:59:00.000-08:00

On the day i found out you loved me,i thought tat u would be mine forever....
Forever?wats deos it mean to u......

On the day that we we held hands and were loving one another.....
did tat mean anything to you.....

On the day u asked me to be yours.....
did you really mean wat u said?

On the days you went missing and left me worried,
did u noe tat i was waiting for u.....

On the day i saw you.....
did you noe how hurt i was......

On the day you said no.....
did you know how much more u have broken my heart....

On the day you kissed me and held my hand again...
did you know how much it meant to me....

On the week u ignored me...
did u noe how much it affected me....

On the day u said it meant nth....
did you noe how much it ripped me apart.....

On the months tat u have hurt me....
did u noe.......i loved u.....eventhough i was played by u.....

2008-11-20T01:10:00.000-08:00

what can i do, to keep you by my side?
what can i do, to make myself the girl you love?
what can i do, to make you love me?
what can i do, to allow me to stay by in your heart only?
what can i do, to make you smile everyday?
what can i do, to have you saying all the sweet words to me?
what can i do, to make you miss me every second & minute?
what can i do, to make you hold on to me without letting off?
what can i do, i really don't know how..

2008-11-18T04:27:00.001-08:00

ddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..

morning shift today. same with alien and amirah. haha. when bukit panjang to walk and eat. (:
someone super sarcastic today, yes! i mean SUPER sarcastic. really cannot tahan sia. ARGGHH! better stop that by tmr. if not.. HAHA! good luck. :D haha. i'm being sarcastic here too. (: so tired sia. think going to sleep soon. waiting for my song. (x ILY!

do you think you will have time to care for me after you work? ): sad sad. alien, i know you, not just since yesterday,

2008-11-17T05:03:00.001-08:00

D here AGAIN!

hais. khreeslynne, dont think too much okay? we are not. (: i told you already.

anyway, that alien never come attachment today. sick. ): HAIS! yesterday just quarrel with him. oh, tian ar. alien, actually i'm not angry, just disappointed and dont know what to say. and when you told me you got nothing to say, i'm damn sad, really nothing to say. today, you told me you are sick, i'm so worried about you. message you never reply. wait and wait and wait. wanted to call you but i scared you are sleeping. finally, you called. was like, YAY-NESS!! haha. but not even a few minutes,. you hang up. ): until now.. i'm still waiting..

ALIEN, I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU AND I NEED YOU!!

i love you and thats all i really know.

odd one out?

2008-11-17T02:55:00.000-08:00

i don noe y i am saying tis but i feel left out from the group.......i can tell n c tat u 3 are say more bonded together......i noe tat i don spend so much time wit u guys but tis is wat i feel.....n i jus wanna say it out...is there is smting u all wanna tell me?cause i am open to all ans....issit my attitude?character?wat issit?i dn mind if u tell me directly wat u feel abt me...

2008-11-16T07:46:00.000-08:00

firstly,my dear daph don tink too much k.i am not miishing ue thats why i stay back.there is a few reasons why i am there.ue should know why now liao rite.i am goin mad soon.reali damn mad. can someone help me soon before i drown and die a tragic death.pls i am like reali being killed and torture by him slowly.i cant imagine wat will i do if i were to be in the same group and cubicle wit him tmr.i tink i might just go kill my self perhaps.sigh why does tis have to happen to me sia.cant ue just give me a second chance.i don even bare to scold ue lo wats more shouting at ue.have been tinking bout it for days and i still don get it.if ppl were to say bout ue i will just say back and protect ue one sia.why are ue doin tis to me time and time again.its like worse den death lor.its like slow death sia.pls can ue stop all tis before i reali go bonkers.i reali don wan to see ue get hurt wats other den shouting at ue.watever it is,ue believe it or not up to ue but wat i wan to say and wan ue to know i have alreasy finish saing.

i will continue to love ue and protect ue as ur guardian angel no matter wat ue do to me.although loving ue is tough but still i still will.and i will always.

2008-11-15T20:44:00.000-08:00

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand.
So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

Love is like an eternal flame,
Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.

Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.
Love is a moment that lasts forever...
You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.

If a tear fell from my eyes,
everytime i wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.

If you love someone more than anything,
Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.

When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...
when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...
When i hold you i was afraid to love you..
Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.

Telling someone you love them comes from the heart.
The place that made you love them from the start.

True love never leaves the heart,
so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then.

The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv,
Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back

I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,
I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,
I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..
I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You

I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine.
Everyday i tell myself we're better off without each other,
But then every morning I wake up and realize I love you more then the day before.

I want to be happy because ur happy.
But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making u smile.

Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart,
But nothing hurts me more than you,Because you broke my heart.
It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.

Love is friendship, friendship is love.
If love fails, friendship should remain.
Becos friendship is the foundation of love.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
You make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
But most of all, you make me love you...
When I shouldn't be loving you.

You will know when you really love someone.
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

Don't be too good i will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.

It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
And all for love, and nothing for reward.
A complete need should not exist...love, life in common with loved ones?

2008-11-15T03:36:00.001-08:00

Love is
being happy for the other person
when they are happy
being sad for the person
when they are sad
being together in good times
and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth
and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is
an understanding so complete that
you feel as if you are a part
of the other person
accepting the other person
just the way they are
and not trying to change them
to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences
with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth
of another individual
Love is the source of success

Love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
love is the source of the future

Love is
the fury of the storm
the calm in the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's
needs and desires
Love is the source of sharing

Love is
knowing that the other person
will always be with you
regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?

Why?
Because it's . . . . . . LOVE.
"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, it is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked,
thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bear all things, believes all things, hopes all things,
endures all things. Love never fails."

2008-11-15T02:43:00.000-08:00

HERE COMES THE D!

lalala, yesterday was the last day at ward 43. (: thanks to my 4 angels - amirah, evelyn, grace and jojo helping me when i need help the most! then that alien dont know go back to his outerspace for what. always wont help me. ARGHH! what to do!! hais. haha. A.L.D.H was working afternoon shift and the G dont know why siao siao come and work from 7am - 8pm. i think she miss me too much yea. HAHA! after work, the 5 of us went to imm. TO EAT OF CAUSE! haa. burger king. (: its like been a long long time since the 5 of us went out together yea. like FINALLY!! :D around 10pm plus, some gtg. the L went back first, the G and A go take bus. me and him plan to take bus at the interchange then walk walk walk.. he said send me home then take bus. O BE QUEK! send more la, see, reach home so late. laughs! he is working now. ): I MISS HIM!

hoping and played....

2008-11-14T22:16:00.000-08:00

i am sorry if i walked away from u guys ystday...i did not mean to do it...it's jus tat my anger and sadness is always overtaking me....wen he said tat it meant nth on wat happened on sat,i jus felt very angry cause to me i felt played....i was hoping tat he will say somthing like....i did tat because i wanna work tings out between us....but no...i was hoping and hoping...tat he will come back to me...becuase i still do love him very much but y did he choose to hurt me?he still could laugh wen i was talking to him...i noe tat everyting takes time...but everyday i c him, it's jus like killing me slowly...i feel very played and hurt by wat he said and have done...i am such a fool....today is the 1month we broke up....all i wanna say to him is.......fash y did u do tis me?y are u hurting me...ure a player i noe...but do u haf to do tis?....23rd june...the day where everyting started...24th june...we hold hands and were happy....31st jul u asked me to be ure gf...u said u won't hurt....as the months pass ure feelings started to fade...31st aug...u forgot our anniversery....sept 18 was our last conversation and u wen m.i.a....on 7th oct...ure fren msged me and said tat he could nt call or msg me because u lost to a bet and chose ure bicycle over me....u said tat u had no feelings for me...oct 15...ure confused....and said no tat u don wna continue....nov 8...u asked me out..i thought u still loved me....1wk i hoped for an ans..and all i get is....wat happend on sat meant nth..he played wit me and made me hope....do u guys tink i won't be so hurt by all tis?..i am like tis because of wat is happening...if only i could understand and move on...

i still love u my dear....

My first blogging...hehehe..

2008-11-14T08:57:00.000-08:00

WAh so long then i blog..im so bad seh..
k..hm tiz few i getting tired easily and also like going to sleep only..
I do have a person that i love much that was her DAPHNE..
baby i love you..i really dun want to lose her..
i am so bad i usualy make her angry and upsad easily..
i know i am very NAUGHTY..
that was who i am..
hahahahahah....
k gtg wah i so damn tired again ...

BABY DAPHNE I LOVE YOU!!!

2008-11-13T01:38:00.000-08:00

if only we were given another chance to love one another..i will be happier....but it jus seems like another game...i love u and i don noe y i still do....if only i could understand and move on...i jus hope u guys understand wat i am going through.....

2008-11-11T07:15:00.000-08:00

Owning a blog is good..as we can express our feelings out..becos blog is the oni way we express things out..so far oni the G,A and D updating..the L and H??maybe busy..
its easy to fall in love and everything seems wonderful..but its hard to move on when ur heart is really broken..forgetting someone is not that easy..it took time..maybe a year or so on..love is so sweet that u would not want to let go..but love is so bitter when ur hurt by someone that u really love the most..orite people..no matter how much we feel hurt rite now..we still need to tell ourself that life have to move on..have confidence in oneself...

2008-11-11T04:01:00.001-08:00

he is in his lala land

and i am right here missing him. ):

2008-11-10T17:51:00.000-08:00

one word to describe how im feeling right now = confused

should i say dat ever since i have fallen for ue, i have become more and more dumb.more and mores stupid and more and more blind?why am i still waiting for ue when ue have done so much to hurt me?ppl have been asking me million times over and over again but i just simply cant find the answer.is the answer within ue or dere isnt any answer at all.why do ue seems dat ue care sometimes and ue don the next min?why do ue always make me feel so happy dat as if i am flying and the next few moments ue will make me fall?why do ue have to do tis to me?is hurting me to ue is fun?is it fun at all?hello.im not a toy or wat to let ue play with leh.im a human just like ue have feelings one.have i reali been blindingever since i know ue.i know ue have been telling ppl things behind me but i just pretend not o know.sometimes ue things dat ue didnt sat doesnt mean i don know.i now wat is goin on all the time but its just dat i act nothing is goin on dat i don evn know wat is happening.

is hurting me so fun and enjoyable to ue?if ue do enjoy and like it.den fine continue wat ue are doin then.and ue told ppl dat i always shout at ue?tink of it carefully larh.since when i have been shouting at ue.i don even bear to hurt ue and i say i will protect ue fom any harm sodo ue tink i will even bear to scold ue ma?even when ppl or even my frens scold ue, i would even tell them not to be so bad and say boutue all.i care so much for ue not wanting ue to get hurt.rather getting hurt myself so cant ue understand tis at all?i don know sometimes ue say those harsh words its on purpose anot,but i know myself very clearly dat no matter wat ue do,i will still wait.i will wait for ue.if ue say those words on purpose, den im sorie it doesnt work on me.i will just talk it as a joke dat ue are telling.even if ue mean wat ue say,i also don care.i will still wait.nothing can stp me from falling for ue.i just don wan to regret in the future cuz i know the feelings of being regretting bout something already.don wan it to repeat again.dat will hurt me even very more deeply. watever it is now, i just wish ue all the best for everything.i will be ur guardian angel and protect ue from afar from any harm as much as i can.hoping dat ue are fine and well.i just hope dat ue will be able to be with me tonight.able to be with me when i need ue.when i need ue so so so badly.ue will just be ther efor me.lending me ur shoulders to cry on.listening to wat i have to say.telling me dat everything is goin to be alright.

2008-11-08T19:20:00.000-08:00

if that is what you want,

i will open my house door, walk to the lift, press 1, walk out to the road and RUN!

2008-11-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

D here. 1 word to describe my feeling = SAD!

is that how you miss someone? words means nothing. really nothing. just bullshit. (:

monday, prepaid no money? does that mean you can do care about me for the whole pathetic day?
tuesday, just ask me to top up your prepaid card. ask me to help then message me. if i dont help you , will you contact me?
wednesday, i message you at night. you replied go out eat dinner. and nothing else. hello?! dont want reply just say.
thursday, i am tired of it. ):

if you miss someone, no matter how tired you are, you also will go find that person or just give a call will do. but did you? go work not tired?

HAHA! i think if you all saw my face you guys will look tired. right people? how sad! :D

SADED!!
i miss you.

2008-11-04T05:41:00.000-08:00

HALO PEOPLE OUT THERE!!OK THIS IS THE FERST POST FER OUR OWN BLOG...THE G.AL.D.H BLOG!!HAHA..LIKE FINALLY RITE WE MADE A BLOG!!
AND OH OH MIRA HERE MISS U ALL OK ESPECIALLY THE L AND THE D!!YALAH OUR REHAB IS NOT AT THE SAME PLACE WHAT!!AND NEVER GET A CHANCE TO MEET UP WITH THEM ALSO!!!HAHA..BUTBUT MEET UP SOON OK!!MUST GO OUT WAN!!OK PEOPLE..TILL HERE OK!!ANDAND THE A[AMIRA] HERE UPDATING!!AND IM THE FERST TO UPDATE OK!!HAHAS..TAKECARE PEOPLE!!